I think I just sort of needed to get back to college and see people. During holidays I only ever talk to a few of my closest friends, because I don’t really have any way of contacting the others.

But I feel refreshed and happy and oddly confident again. And not even that tired, which is really strange cause I’m ALWAYS tired.

Not entirely sure how I plan to survive the summer holidays if after just one week I started to slip back into a frankly pretty dangerous state.